Dear Simone

Dear SS,

Would it have changed your mind if it was me running after you to give you your phone at the airport instead of my sister? Would you still have left me? I loved you so much, and you just never saw it. I worshipped the ground you walked on. You were the smartest person I knew. I was mesmerized. I’m sorry.

I think about it from time to time. The way you made me feel. Hopeful. The life we could have had. You were so cruel in the end. I laid in bed for 2 years after that. Funny right.

I assume you’re getting married soon. If you haven’t already. Good for you. I wish you a peaceful life. I also wish that every happy moment, new experience, and every heartbreak…That. You. Think. Of. Me. Until your last breath.

You never believed me.

If I saw you again, the first thing I would do is tell you I didn’t lie. I meant every single word I said and all the gestures.

You were the brightest star in the sky and you discarded me like nothing.

Rot in hell.