Dear Simone

Dear Simone,

I have a psychiatrist now.

I’ve been trying to cancel my appointments, but I forgot that I’m restricted. I thought I was normal for a bit there ! LOL I really forgot about the restriction. I really don’t know how.

I got paranoid and “realized” my neighbor’s twin boys have been the same age for the past 3 years and is anything real? How would this be possible? Unless time is fake. Am I in a simulation? ‘Saint says that I’m trippen. That the boys were babies when he started coming around. Then I realized, wow, we’ve been together almost 3 years in January.

Why I am I trying to gamble away my life?

It all started with Hammy dying. I have no more comfort. My psychiatrist asked me “where do you find comfort?” I don’t.

I see why people choose their pets over people. If given the opportunity I might just resurrect him like pet cemetary. Live happy in the crazy.

Every generation is the consequence of the one before.