Dear Simone

Dear Simone,

Okay so what if I had the fear of heat or fire, not only because my dad forced my hands over but also because I was used to cold things. And what if my dad doing what he did with the candles and the burners made it worse because it would have intensified for me since I was only used to cold. I’ve always wondered why I’m so sensitive to heat but not the cold.

I hate the cold. It reminds me of childhood.

My parents used to destroy things. They destroyed me.