Dear Simone

Dear Simone,

My dad used to kick me out around this time, so my body remembers it and I get a roller coaster of emotions these couple of weeks and by the time my birthday comes I’m so depressed I just want to sleep and cry.

I was going to ask you, how your day went.

Just treated it like a regular day.

I think it’s that fight of wanting to have a good day for once but then not needing it because we didn’t have it, but it would be nice if someone cared or celebrated us but not really because we don’t care.

Sometimes I get mad when I see other people being celebrated or thought about, and I don’t get texts from anyone besides you.