Dear Simone

Dear Simone,

Ig like….okay so I’ve been depressed my whole life right, fighting MYSELF to stay alive even though my mind had other thoughts. Then I get medication and I’m like okay this isn’t so bad. I’m starting to see what I was missing out in life. I may have a chance to some normalcy….then life is like OHH we should sprinkle some cancer in there !

If I die, I’m the only responsible person in my family. If I die, JN’s going back to her dad or worse.

If I have cancer, life is laughing at me once again.

Not being able to appreciate life and as silly as it sounds, losing my hair.

I don’t have a good support system. I’d struggle on my own all over again

Who’s going to take care of everyone if not me, ya know.

I would have been fine with breast cancer….cut them off ! But skin or bone…? Like that’s tough and can be aggressive. So, what if I finally decided to live and life was like no.