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And so it continues…

You liked this boy named D’Andre. He and his sister and mom lived in the apartment below you. He was light skinned. He had the cutest smile, teeth weren’t perfect, but it was beautiful. He had dimples and a fade. You were so nervous and jittery around him. You would check the mail just to see him. He went to a different school. He baked you a cake, bought you flowers and a balloon. Your first kiss, your first Valentine’s, your first real boyfriend. He said he was switching to your school to be closer. During the summer he went to meet his dad in Ohio. He came back a different person. His mom would beat him and you could hear his screaming and crying. When he came back, he wouldnt let her touch him. Good for him. At the time, you considered this girl Ali your BFF. Which is pretty silly because you guys weren’t friends that long or deep. He decided to go out with her after he broke up with you. Stayed with her a long time. He also slept with a lot of girls you knew and were “friends” with. You even had one of them buzz your apartment so you could let her in so she could spend the night with him. Later on, the story was she didn’t do anything with him, just laid there naked under the covers. Eye roll.

That molded you. Brick wall.

One of his friends CC, had the biggest crush on him. But she knew how he was. She saw him. She ended up dating this guy named Michael. He was previously jumped because he was “confused for being a gangbanger.” He was put in the hospital, in a coma. He was a kid. Denied everything on the news. Said they mistook him for a gang member just from wearing a certain color. He told us the truth though. I remember the look on his face, for that split second whenever someone would ask him if he remembered anything from that day. He always shook his head no. Never said it. Stopped being friends with the crew and moved on. One day she pissed me off, talking about me and D’Andre and how he left me. I told her “that’s why Michael doesn’t really love your fatass.” She said “Look whose relationship lasted longer !” That definately molded you. BRICK WALL. Later on D’Andre wanted to talk to you. Apologize. Said he missed you. You asked him, why her and not you. He said he needed somone to put up with him 100% like Ali does. And he knew you wouldnt. That maybe some things were better left unsaid and not meant to be. He switched schools and continued to cheat on her. Later on he tried to R-you. In your living room. In front of the tv. You were weaker than him. That molded you. Working out was now on your mind. He was getting revenge for the day you pushed him into the tree. But he stopped himself. He would have taken that first too. Sad. He apologized for that too then went back to his ex,Tiff. His first love. Had two kids together. She used to live in the apartment across from him. White girl, blonde. Brick wall.

-Sincerely,

Hurt you.