I decided to be consistent with something. I got the idea off Tik Tok and all the shows I’ve watched. I miss you. I miss my friend. I miss telling you things and feeling heard and seen. I miss telling you everything. That’s what I was afraid of, and you knew that. I told you “What if I give you a chance and it doesn’t work out and then I’m stuck with my memories of you?”
So why day one today, you ask? Well…I went to the state fair today. And I didn’t see you. And I didn’t feel you. And honestly it was a bit of a relief. Part of me was hoping you’d be there. Hoping we’d cross paths. But it is what it is, right?
It’s like today is a confirmation of no more you in my life. So, I’ll talk to you through here. Every day. Until I don’t need to anymore. 15 years I’ve known you. Did you really think I’d let you go so easily?
Oh, by the way, no one loves me and I’m considering talking to a married man.
P.S. My life is falling apart.
BB
Dear Simone 
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